This Feels Far Enough

by T Cecil

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1.	Luggage 03:43	lyrics	buy track
I had a dream about you I can’t stop thinking about death What do I do with their bodies? I know what to do with his but what about you? Yours? Sprinkle him on his old dead dog Should I put you next to your folks? The ones I never knew? Whisper in my ear I don’t know what you said Up and down What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? What do you want from me? The air is hot Just like your body And you are cold When you are next to me Let me help you with those bags No more waiting I am here We are not alone We are not alone
2.	Mockingbird 04:55	lyrics	buy track
Green am I Green am I Green am I To know you live Black am I with seething rage Tension, sorrow, grief, pain Blue am I with gut-wrenching shame To wake in a bed To be ten again Heart is out of blood Pale is skin and flush Black am I with seething rage Tension, sorrow, grief, pain Blue am I with gut-wrenching shame To wake in a bed To be ten again I am the dog’s mouth Rabid and ready to die Tell them not to touch me Even when I’m dead With disease and full of dread Please, put me down Atticus Please, put me down Atticus Put me down The roar of water is all I know and is all I will ever remember Put me down Atticus, Please Dusty guns to look at when I don't feel good I know it isn't right but I know I could Alone with my thoughts I still don't have the stuff What would you do with my body?
3.	Orchestrated Objective Reduction 03:33	lyrics	buy track
Only the body dies Only the body dies Only the body dies Only the body dies (Only the body dies) Only, only, only Only the body dies
4.	Time Has Fallen Asleep In The Afternoon Sunshine 04:22	lyrics	buy track
My tongue is caught I have nothing left to say The whites of my eyes spill out onto my face Put me back together now Piece by piece, flesh and bone Blood and hair and nails and all We used to be friends You’d guide them to me I’d show them darkness And put them through me I hope you understand This is our purpose To show them darkness Ignite the death drive I’ve been dead five hundred years I haven’t seen life in so long Time has fallen asleep Time has forgotten about me The whites of my eyes Put me back I’ve been dead Five hundred years I can’t see what’s coming to me I can’t see what’s coming to me I don’t know what lies ahead All I want is sweet, sweet death When you come to see me finally All I want is sweet, sweet death
5.	SRAM 02:36	lyrics	buy track
I am the bringer of War This is a future you don’t need I’ve done this one thousand times before Don’t talk to me Stay away I am the bringer of War I am the bringer of War I am the bringer of War! I am the bringer of War! I don’t like myself I don’t like myself I don’t like myself I don’t like myself I don’t like myself I don’t like myself
6.	Newt And Catharine 06:35	lyrics	buy track
Fading fast Fuzzy fingertips Fading slow Hurt bones I have lost sense of self Death’s not here Only black I can feel your tears down my face Fading fast Fuzzy fingertips Fading slow Hurt bones Catherine, Catherine I have been gone too long Things don’t need to be this way I should have never left Do you want to be with him? Catherine, Catherine Don’t turn your back to me I want to see you blush Now can we take a walk Through leaves and over bridge? Catherine, Catherine Catherine, Catherine Fading fast Fuzzy fingertips Fading slow Hurt Bones I can feel your tears down my face Now can we take a walk Through leaves and over bridge?
7.	Boil: On Death And The Fear of Dying 05:21	lyrics	buy track
Dead in the meadow You’ve got the best of me Dead in the meadow Water will rot me Dead in the meadow You’ve got the best of me Dead in the meadow Water will rot me Dead in the meadow Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Grass will grow from me Which door should I choose? Anubis, lead me to Guide me through Which door should I choose? Anubis, lead me to Guide me through Sacrifice the lamb Sacrifice the lamb (Dead in the meadow You’ve got the best of me) Blood on the door Blood on the door (Dead in the meadow Water will rot me) They are here To kill your first born (Dead in the meadow Grass will grow from me) (Dead in the meadow Grass will grow from me Dead in the meadow Water will rot me Dead in the meadow You’ve got the best of me)
8.	Golden Pothos 02:57	lyrics	buy track
Wrapped around like Devil’s Vine Take all your life We can’t divide We can’t grow here Your eyes are dull My patience thin We both want out Don’t let me in The spacious haze The cold dead void We both want out You can’t leave If I’m alive Can you be alive too? Cause I don’t like it here without you Keep talking please If you need Keep speaking please If you need Keep screaming please If you need
9.	Eye of Providence 04:10	lyrics	buy track
Worried about Being unloved Being unloved Being unloved When you don’t let people in Next you see me Know that I’m real Know that I’m real Know that I’m real Know that I’m real This is insane I am okay I am okay You can’t control me I am my own- All-seeing eye All-seeing eye All-seeing eye All-seeing eye All-seeing eye All-seeing eye (All-seeing eye)

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the second album from T Cecil: loud, eclectic, unholy, art rock from Houston, TX.

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released March 6, 2020

Performed By: T Cecil
Writers: David Loftin, Cody Boyer, Shannon Furr, Alex J. Ross
Recorded By: popeNQM
Additional Recording By: Patrick Ford, Josh Rumer (Invengo Productions)
Mixed By: popeNQM
Mastered By: Connor Schwanke
Album Art: Eric Johnson

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